Tonight I kept seeing you in every corner of my home. Seeing
you in my room, seeing the old us happily chattering.
Aku bisa dengan jelas meningat semua memori tentang kita. Your
annoying smile, your shitty laugh, your childish behaviour, the way your eyes
brightly shining everytime you talked about your dreams, and how you kept
talking about everything you love the most. i could still remember the very
detail about yourself. Remembering you making me smile, but also break my heart
more.
Because, you aren’t here. You aren’t mine anymore.
I’m a mess without you. I’m so fucked up without you.
And i need you here tonight.
To hug me.
To feeling your presence.
To wipe away my tears.
To promise me you wouldnt break me for the twice time.
To making me sure that we will be fine.
To be able to doing our daily routine.
To come back to the old us.
You know what? I can’t no longer being strong when our
memories kept haunting me. It almost killing me.
And how are you?
You okay?
Because I’m not.
